{23|september|2005}                                 {quote:ÇáÚæíñ Øæá ÚãÑå Úæíñ}

when I decided to lay my head on the pillow a loud sound has interrupted my rushing thoughts and it was the sound of ambulance I took a deep breath and said to myself  its okayyyy everything is okayyy but more ambulances and police cars were speeding fast and I went to have a peek from my window to know what is happening .. my heart was pounding  and at that moment I felt my heart will stop from that way it was beating. I was worried  that something wrong happened to my brother I grabbed the phone and called my brother just when I heard his sound I felt reified and told him where are u? he answered am out right now and when I wanted to tell him why I called I just didn't make any sense am sure all he heard is blah blah blah lol :/  I wonder what really happened allah yester so lonely without youuuuuu .I always have my camera around to take either happy or sad moments. He was so upset because my cousin didn't show up that day the picture talks.  it's so much pain to wait for a person who never waits..                                   {message: whispers I wanted to ask more about ...*sighs*}

 

{22|september|2005}                                 {quote:ãÇáí ÃØÇæÚ ÞáÈí æåæ íÏÝÚäí}

 

   I would have an easier time if my emotions had pulled me in the same direction, but it wasn't simple .I'd been blown like a scarp of paper in the wind. (Arthur Golden)

my mood today is really weird I went shopping but I didn't feel like shopping actually anyhow I was looking for a shop and I couldn't find it! so I went to the helping place

me:where is the shop *** ?                           the guy:there is no shop called this way         me:no am suree itss here!                               the guy :no madaaam                                 me: am gonna change my name if the shop wasn't here                                                  the guy: change ur name and ur address too                                                             me: okay fine we will see :P

And after that I ended up by taking some sweets which was on table as my cousin says after u argued with dude u took sweets and went how cruel lol  after that when i saw the shop .. while walking  I WAS like my god I should change my name hehe I was mistaken but its not my problem that they change the name of the shop 

its getting late i should go and sleeep now i ll continue my series of stories laterrz

{message:happy birthday sistaa}

{18|september|2005}                                 {quote:áíÊß ãÚí íæã ÊÑÌíÊ ÇáÃäÝÇÓ

  *cough cough* am kinda sick I guess its because the  weather is changing and that means winter is coming soon Yeeeey! that's the kind of  assignments I enjoy doing :D thanks to my classmates I never knew people except more things that I even do ..that so sweet of you  you roccck guyz this little fellow has just started his skool and he dont wanna go by any chancehe said: ya ratne knt bshkar so i dont go to skool i wish i was bird too he wished for everything that doesnt include this phrase skool in it:P 

{message: pickkkkk up the phone pick up the phone dubai's girl}

face="Times New Roman">{15|september|2005}                                       {quote: ÇáÒíä Òíä áæ æÓØ ÇáÔíä Òíä

   when I look to kids and see that smile that barely leaves their little face and how can simple things  bring laughter to them and even to people around. a lollypop just a lollypop can ease their entire pain. all this guide me to think why cant anything satisfies us like them?

-If I were a month, I'd be:february  

-If I were a day in a week, I'd be:wed  

-If I were a planet, I'd be:moon     

-If I were a time, I'd be:6 am      

-If I were a sea animal, I'd be: star fish     

-If I were a direction, I'd be: right    

-If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: sofa      

 -If I were a sin, I'd be: your sin  

 -If I were a liquid, I'd be: water        

-If I were a tree, I'd be: palm tree             

-If I were a state of weather, I'd be: spring     

-If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: paino  

 -If I were an animal, I'd be: bird     

-If I were a colour, I'd be: red       

-If I were a vegetable, I'd be: tomato 

-If I were a sound, I'd be: wind    

-If I were an element, I'd be:stone   

-If I were a car, I'd be: bmw                           

-If I were a song, I'd be: Daisuki Da Yo     

-If I were a movie, I'd be:A walk to remeber 

-If I were a book, I'd be written by:Aruthurg  

my cousin asked me to post it "please cheer up sweety:(" .. you can share yours either in the comment box or in  your webie I 'd love to read  yours   I was talking to my mum today about skool and stuff so she was like u should major in art you can improve ur skills that u have in it  and last year I thought of other major she didn't like it cuz she knows that nothing suits me but art I wanted to tell her how am blessed to have such an engorging mum but I was too shy to say that..erm I cant wait until I major next course '.'

Yes before you leave check my new fressssh graphics [1] [ 2]   

{message: and i still keep on waiting for you}

{10|september|2005}                                       {quote:áíÊäí ÐÇß ÇáäÓíã  } 

  I can smell happiness in air cant u ?? it was great day for me today I was smiling and walking even my mum was like what's up? why you are smiling alone? am happy cannt i be hehe lol i guess she thought am willing to do something evil hehe:P

   I wanted to put  alwasl instated of al-nasr so thought of keeping I heard that this car with this poem on the window is famous I ll wait and see

 my apologizes if I hurt anyone I know that some people maybe upset of me but things sometimes goes against what we desire for i 'd rather hurt my self than hurting anyone cuz seriously I cant live with fact that anyone is in pain because of me I will hate my self for that

I ll end my update with my newest poem and let me know what do u think:D chaawz

{message: we rock don't we devilsih;) }

{6|september|2005}                                       {quote:ÝóÝöí æóÌúåö ãóäú Êóåúæóì ÌóãöíúÜÚõ ÇáãóÍóÇÓöÜäö

holaa folks .. sorry for being late to update but am so busy with my studies I have something to prepare but am not in the mood I need to give my self a break. anyhow in one of my classes  the topic was about the gods and stuff which makes no sense so the teacher was telling us a tale that says one of the war gods had no mother she came out of her dad's head and she is already a grown up suddenly I heard nothing but silence in class and I heard some girls asking the teacher IS IT TRUE I looked back to these girl and said its not true for suree. after the class after me and devilish were remembering the scenes that happened in class and we really cracked up on the story and how the girls reacted no wonder the teacher thinks we are so smaaaart

Mabrook to my friend on her new baby girl :D

Dear friend:                                                   I don't want to make it harder on you but you are a very precious friend of mine and the fact that one of the four of us will not be around is just feels wrong.  a missing part without ..you should give us a promise that you will always come when we meet up I 'd rather shurrup cuz I am making it harder on you and I wish you the best for wherever it was .four of us have been friends for around 6years and we will  always be.. luv ya loads

last note: please DONT USE my pictures without my persimmon it really pisses me off to see others stealing my pictures and claming that it belongs to them.

{message:i miss you already :( }