{28|june|2006}                                                      {quoteنعيب زمننا والعيب فينا }

.........."In the memory of my gone  fish"

Am done with the zahir novel.no i thought of sharing what I liked here is this story it says "lets suppose that two firemen go into a forest to put a small fire. Afterwards, when the emerge and go over the steam, the face of one is smeared with black, while the other man face is completely clean. my question is the two will wash his face?"

Think before u scroll down                               .                                                                       ..                                                                             ...                                                                    ...... my answer the one with clean face because answers are they way opposite.

yet it wasn't right enough ."The one with dirty face will look at the other man and assume that he looks like him. and, vice versa ,the man with the clean face he will see his colleague covered in grime a and say to himself : I must be dirty too. I 'd better wash." I ll let you figure out alone what was the point of the story.

...Please don't forget your prayers to those in her Lebanon *they are need for it* & see this movie

{message:everything seems to remind me}

  {24|june|2006}                                                      {quoteشر البلية ما يضحك }

"A closed eyes kitten" my teacher use to call me. Am no more that  kitten. I can see and understand beyond  anyone can think that I would "no am not bragging off how can I understand things in a blink" but it's reality that strikes me with its bitter truth. no matter what is it. I remind my self every time that everything happens for a good reason. I may have no clue what is it now but when day I will. It could be a lesson to learn? or a soul to help s ?or to make me stronger?..etc. Am not either mad or sad just a thought to shout out loud.

     dedication to dxb rose xoxo especially made for awg :$ thank you lolly

  I found an interesting story to read at last. The Zahir is my recent story. There is some deep points that I would like to share it once with u here. what else? ummm..am enjoying the company with the girlies that am working with. It feels good to make something in summer than feeling bored and doing nothing. Am actually more excited since my baby cousin will arrive the country today  my joy  that never fails in making my heart smile.xoxo

{message:it was a heck of a day dxb girl ;)}

{4|june|2006}                                                      {quote:سو خير وعقى بحر}

I got my grades and they weren't bad after all. Unfortunately I got an incomplete in one subject and the story is that I was too tired and I wasn't concerting well so I posted the wrong folder in the exam errrrm I have to wait until the next course to know my grade.*thanks for my teacher for being understanding*

Listen to this: our maid found a baby bird on the floor apparently it fell from the roof. So my baby brother was happy about it. I said that I don't want take of this bird not because of anything "But it brings bad memories to me when I was a kid I had a little bird died between my hands and I cried and felt so bad about loosing it". But I ended up by talking care of it anyhow the next I kept bird by the side of my door. When I wake up the first thing I have done is to go check on the bird "it was dead" So I grabbed the box and went to bury it "I paused a second didn't all this scare me before" I replied to my self maybe  I    grew to be tougher. I went under buried it under the lemon tree*my favorite place*. When my baby brother wake up he came to scare me while am in my room but I caught him in action then he was like where is the bird? I replied it died darling. He fell on the ground and kept on crying. I told him the bird needs it mum that's why it cried but me cheering him didn't do. So he went to my mum and told am afraid that my sister buried the bird alive. I was like my god .. like I would dare to do so.

My new favorite place is sitting under the lemon tree back yards. It's very chilling there is a soft breeze that always wand and it never fails in lifting my spirit. You can smell the lemon essence and listen to that lovely birds singing along. The sun draws that shadows under it where the leaves are scattered under it and water dropping slowly from a pipe that makes it look like a river is beneath it on the left there are these cute turtles with that curios eye they keep on talking their head out and peek on me.   also my hoopoe that sits by window and I scare it with my camera and it comes back every time always sits on the lemon tree. Its really a lovely place and eating  an ice cream with you while u are there makes it perfect!

{message: unnamed lady you made smile with ur sweetness}

  {24|june|2006}                                                      {quoteشر البلية ما يضحك }

"A closed eyes kitten" my teacher use to call me. Am no more that  kitten. I can see and understand beyond  anyone can think that I would "no am not bragging off how can I understand things in a blink" but it's reality that strikes me with its bitter truth. no matter what is it. I remind my self every time that everything happens for a good reason. I may have no clue what is it now but when day I will. It could be a lesson to learn? or a soul to help s ?or to make me stronger?..etc. Am not either mad or sad just a thought to shout out loud.

     dedication to dxb rose xoxo especially made for awg :$ thank you lolly

  I found an interesting story to read at last. The Zahir is my recent story. There is some deep points that I would like to share it once with u here. what else? ummm..am enjoying the company with the girlies that am working with. It feels good to make something in summer than feeling bored and doing nothing. Am actually more excited since my baby cousin will arrive the country today  my joy  that never fails in making my heart smile.xoxo

{message:it was a heck of a day dxb girl ;)}