{29|july|2005}                                                 {quote: ما أقدر أعيد النظر فيها }  I had loads of dreams today there is nothing or anyone that didn't appear and when I woke up I just felt so bored  I need to make my life busy just a bit like my dreams.

I adore this poem so much

  إرحم شجي طايح في بلاويك  

يا بعد عمري ما ضميرك يلومك؟

أون لى مراو بتذكار طاريك

واصغي سموع لأجل تجيني علومك

ليت العذول إيكف عذل فيك

يأخد عيوني لجل منها يشوفك

من كلمات الشيخ محمد

have u checked the last update for psp u can surf online and set any pic as awallpaper and much more options that I didn't discover yet seriously it rocks!  nyhaha all this is a dedication for bintkhalifa and one more thing happy birthday to ya birthday girl may all ur wishes come true and here is a lil thing from me to you

De-rosa:may u have a safe trip i ll miss u sweety:( and you should check her new webie I wanna steal that cute butterflies in ur site!

I seriously have nothing more to say am in a blank mood so bear with me :P

{message:dubai's girl I miss u girl when u are still here}

                                  {25|july|2005}                                                 {ربي تقبل مني }

am back to country yeeey:D and to all who wanted me to pray for them inshalla god will accept the paryers and my own paryers too. it was a really nice experience and inshalla u will get the chance to have it too. I miss my friends so much I have been blabbing for hours once I came back home:P There are some things that we never intend or meant to do it but its something that was meant to happen. I wished that moment I can go back time and edit but if I did will things be okay? but there is one thing that I  really  hoped for that it wont get to a misunderstanding position. this point reminded me of the butterfly effect movie in this movie a guy tried to edit something wrong that he have done  but when he did  another thing  went wrong too so we go to a point here that no matter how we wish to edit some things we just cant  q'9aa o qdaar.

special message to uaeyaH:

inshalla u are doing okay now and ur cute lil baby too " its all over now:D" and I just cant wait to see ur new update again hugz tight.

maithooh:

happy belated birthday sweets I didn't get the chance to be with you on your day I am really sorry u should change ur birthday date cuz i never been in country when it was your birthday:(.                                                                 {message:it was fate wasnt it ?}

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{15|july|2005}                                                    {الي ما منه فايده تركه فايده}

"sweetness" is a crime that a person nowadays is being punished for doing it. I never waited for anything when I help people BUT the least thing I ask for is appreciating it. I remember in on of my last courses a girl in my class needed some help so I went to clear up what she doesn't understand. she went like "ufff I told  do this not this" .I was like okay. I ignored what she was saying and kept on doing her this favor. and WHEN I ask for help" and that's once in a year"  I will get one of these rude answers go look for it your self or I already gave u didn't I ? or am busy right now or even ignoring. I never paused a moment for someone to help I 'd rather suffer all by my own than ask for help with a pain at the end. my friends tell me billions of times to stop being this way helping who doesn't worth that help but I never seem to learn my lesson.  I'll be traveling after very few days inshalla:D

any prayers that u want me to pray for write it to me in my comments box or simply email it to me.

last messages:

maithoh: thanks for that favor you made one of my dreams come true hugz tight and am gonna miss u dear.

Devilish: I was really happy that u made it that day though u didn't stay much but it really meant alot to me and yeah I miss u already:( for some reasons I need your prayers allah ay3en *sniff sniff*.

 De rosa:*nafs el size* it was a very chilling day when me meet up am happy I saw before I leave hugsss bl gww and keep in touch girl. sure u will be missed

Dubai's girl :if something happened to me then its not my fault :P gonna miss u

{message:sigh I guess its fate meant for us to meet or even not}

{12|july|2005}                                                    {اشكي ولا لشاكي سموع}

I was sitting in my room peacefully  until I heard the screams get louder and louder.. this is very usual but I went to see what's wrong while going my baby brother was on his way crying so loud I carried him and then sat with him a bit I asked him what happened? he said: I slipped on the water in the kitchen and fell on my head  "in my mind I said is it number million :S" I rubbed his head a lil bit and then o told him: not to think about it alot because when u don't pain  goes away. and then I told him am going to take u to a very nice place go wear your slippers and come to me. I took him to my beloved place the roof :P

Today I was in a very artistic mood I just felt like holding the painting brush and just draw anything. my sister drawing she is talented unlike her sister:p my drawing so kiddosh but I really adore it:$

{message: devilish,de rosa,dubai's girl I wish everything goes well and everyone comes } 

{9|july|2005}                                                      {ليس كل ما يتمناه المرء يدركه}          

I planned with my brother to go out for a movie so  I had the choice to choose which movie I wanted to see and when I knew what are they I was like what a choices  grrr? either batman begins or world of wars and I absolutely went for batman. The movie was great I luved the concepts that the movie represented about facing your fears." to defend the fear be the fear it self" this phrase  got stock in my mind.

I bought this a book about 2 weeks ago so I  didn't really like the story started with a murder which is horrible for a beginning :S  I just took the book because I feel in love with the cover oh yeah I know :/"never judge the book by its cover" pals please I need your recommendations pals for a book worth reading what do I like to reading is something realistic and NOT a bit close to crime stories.

 I will leave u now with some drawings by my talent friend de rosa

{message: I m happy that I sorted things out such a relief} 

{7ljulyl2005}                                                                                                                                                                                      {quote تجري الرياح بما لا تشتهي السفنُ}

when things goes wrong or in other words "not what we really desired for" I keep on thinking how painful it is and cant see anything but this black clouds surrounding  me and forgetting the most important thing which is no matter how things goes" its always for my sake" I know that so well I mean I believe in it deeply .THIS phase should be banged in my head" no matter how things are going its always for my good". Allah always wants what benefits me.. If I didn't get what I really want today maybe tomorrow I will not just get it I'll get the best of it .so simply waiting with hope is the best key. That's a reminder for myself and for everyone we need someone to remind us  from time to time don't we;)

ألا فاصبر على الحدث الجليل

                                 وداو جواك بصبر الجميل

ولا تجزع وإنعسرت يوماً   

 فقد ايسرت في الزمن الطويل

 ولاتظن بربك  غيرخير

فإن الله أولى بالجميل  

 check my photography section and  alwaslgirl@alwaslgirl.com is officially working hooray.

{message: happy birthday bu shahab}

Today I had to baby sit my two little cousins I adore these kids so much.once they are crying or something my mother goes like"3eyalch ser shofehom" lol no wonder I become a mother and I have no clue.I remember that once my cousin was telling me about a girl that she use to get annoyed from in the skool.my cousin was like she keeps on teasing me and said to me: u know what am gonna do for her? I was like what dear? proudly she said: am gonna put her in a bag and then take her to my room after that me and my other cousin will bet the hell out of her ba'6rbhah BLM3LAG ba3d.I went to her mother and said: u shouldn't worry about your girl in the future she will always get her rights either in a sweet or aggressive way.

my mody  is wandering around with her bag

  my cousin kitty bag this pic is to hello kityy fans

nothing else happened today errm except for my super adventure dreams I always wonder how could we dream these kind of long dreams in few seconds never makes sense to me >_< and at last check my new poem

{message: Thanks daddy I know I have been annoying you every now and the then :p}

 I was sitting in my room feeling bored as usual until devilish called me and invited me for a pool a party and my answer was oh Hell Yeah.. I had loads of fun devilish and de rosa I really had loads fun gurlies and yeah her majesty dxb girl didn't show up again:(

met pericous devilish new pet  so kawai isnt it?

Do you generally speak to people before they speak to you? It depends...I mostly wait for ppl to talk to me then I start blabbing. 

What is the toughest part of a job for you? um I would say to wait if things I have done are going to be okay

How would you describe your own personality? shy in the same time social *why is that I have no idea:P* I get pissed very easily... well thats enough:p

Are you a leader? well in some points yes

What are your future goals?                           

-work in one of sheik Zayed buildings                -open a photography studio                              -get a license                                                  

 What are your strong points? never stay silent about my rights

What are your weak points? my feelings

to all my visitors GIVE IT A TRY answer the questions I would love to see different points AND I would love to thank everyone who sent me an email or wrote me a comment it really meant alot to me=)

{message: I never knew I will miss you this much }

alwaslgirl.com online at last :D I thought of opening it several times but something was holding I just didn't feel that excited to do so. but once I was surfing on the net and came by a site a person that  amazed me with their simple wordsthat really touched me deep inside and its one of a kind of journals that you just cant wait until you see that newest update  this girl who was the reason for me to open my website is uaeyah thanks to her hugz. and I cant I forget the engorgement of my friends when they first knew thanks devilish girl ,dubai's girl,  de rosa ,my cousin and my sister too.

wait for the real update;p and please let me know what do u honestly think of  my webie

{message: thanks for everyone who supported  me  u roccck :D }         

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