{27|august|2006}                                                      {quote:اللي يبا الصلاة ما تفوته }

   I wish I was the soft breeze that wands into your arms and freeze.

maybe I needed a push to get inspired and figure out a great idea for designing a website ...my teacher said to me work well under pressure I started to believe that. rather than inspiration talk I have been having nightmares either  investing crime or  a stalker with a knife it may be the movies abuse on *the poor kid* mee :( or there is something crazy is in my head.

so since skool is soon I need to get me a mac pro and the cutest one with 13 inch isnt available on or nor in shops so I guess am getting 15.2 inch one it isn't much of a difference. there  a black mac box which looks nice but errm I had enough of my rusty black IBM I need a change in addition to to that pro is waaaaay much better than max box.yeah and I found an amazing bag its just perfect to fit my baby mac but *sinff* not for sale:(  anyhow you can create your own messenger bag if you that sketching skills or simply you create one online and choose your own colors

gotta leave now to do some hard work wish me the best "cheers"

{message: uaeyah cheer up inshalla things will be fine soon *hugs* }

{23|august|2006}                                                      {quote:الصبر مفتاح الفرج} B>

I thought when I ll be away from my room and home I ll be more inspired .But the truth is I have been lacking of inspiration. I really have been wondering furiously why? bengo it was because of  my siblings lol my god can I tell you how the two of them fight like every second. and when we thought of taking them out for dinner they have been fighting all the way walking to the restaurant. They were an inspiration killers I seriously went insane >_< god bless my mum.

you want me to go on what pisses me off recently?

or let me just

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leave and enjoy watching days of our life:p *yes I love it hahha*

{message: flying kisses for my baby cousin}

{13|august|2006}                                                     {quoteحد أحشمه وحد أحشم نفسك منه}

A walk to get some water but this walk felt like eternity. She heard some laughter so she could not stop that curiosity in her to know what was it  about. As blink of an eye the happy conversation went but forever kept on rewinding in her mind. She walked back to her room and tried to smile like any other day but she couldn’t help to see that tears shattered on her cheeks just like roses petal’s torn into pieces. Her tears were like volcano lava rushing on her cheeks so sour that she wiped her tears yet the pain in her heart remains unwiped.  She closed her room lights and went to sleep to run from her madly rushing thoughts just like a coward in a war running and covering behind the hills and totally forgot about tomorrow.

{message: if my presence annoy u then here I come haha}

when I thought am feeling well. Sickness came back haunting me with a horrible stomach aches which made up all night wandering around wishing it will ease soon. I drunk some warm green tea and made some warm water and drunk some medicine & all that didn't help. and I use to give my orders to my nurse*my bro* lol and he would rush to bring me what do I wish for" hugs". I needed to wake up my mum to figure out something because I have been in pain for days and couldn't and I cannot bare it anymore. she said u have to go the doctor again I wore up and went with my two brother who didn't stop from cracking up on their  jokes just to make me forget a little bit about the pain even though I was aching I still laughed and asked them to shut up. afterwards they made a blood test to check what is up. The doctor kept on viewing the result silently  and he said that i may have *zodada el zyda* so he said u should sleep in hospital and check. anyhow I refused and took some pain easer. I didn't really know what is really wrong with me maybe a virus like my mother said next time I need to go to a doctor that actually talks and makes me understand "jumping up and down' I absolutely feel great.*el7emdelah*

I miss school "yes I do" >_< I cant wait until it will start. It just feels empty when to wake up with pointless reasons & end up sleeping more than usual because u know you don't have a class to rush to or a homework to do. no no am not nerd but I miss skool because it makes my mind & my self busy.

{message:missing ya devilish &  de rosa }